Thursday, June 29, 2006

And the latest?

Hmmm vocation vocation vocation...
It's been a while since I last posted here
or on my other blog. For a while I've been
thinking that God may be calling me to a
religious vocation. Will see how it goes.
My weekend away www.youth2000.org went well.
I'll be going up to London for vocation meetings
with lots of others.Great stuff. Over the weekend
I've been talking to nuns and hanging out with monks lol.
Just a note to note how far I've come since my last post.

God's been revealing a lot deep down. After some days
with doubts and theological debates with my family,
including questioning from them, God's been revealing
the truth to my spirit. I feel that I am definately
following Christ in my journey.

Been getting closer to St. Therese too. I avoided her
for a while but we're all cool again. A while back,
God showed me that he has placed Therese there to
be my support in finding my vocation and in my catholic
journey. I think I'll even stop calling it my catholic
journey now and just call it my journey. For a while,
for a few reasons, I sort of stopped talking to her.
But then the other night (and this has happened before),
I just burst open, talking to her and aknowledging her
as my sister. Also believing that God has really asked
her to be my support. I also burst open to Christ that
day too, and all sorts of beliefs buried down just came up.
Ha I hope I explained that well! I had a good chat with
her this morn, along with God of course. I felt love
during that chat with her.

My relationship with Our Lady, my mother has been
getting better too. Talked to her today too.

Well I've sent off for a St Therese Chaplet and Novena
card. So, that card will join my card with Mary on the
front and one with Christ. It's nice to see them in the
morning on my bookcase :-)

Looking at all of this on the page, it does all seem
a bit mad. Truth is, I can't explain to anyone why it's not.
You will only know what I mean if God has revealed certain
things to you. As Claudia in 'The Passion' film said to Pilate...
No on can tell you what the truth is if you cannot see it.